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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

GONE with livejournal (:

(in case you're stupid, please click the GONE word.)

colour me.
4:21 AM;

Monday, March 05, 2007

whats so nice about hana-kimi? i got the name wrong at first i thought it was called hamasaki which also sounds like hamaSUCKY hahahhaha. and wuzun only looks handsome cause of his hair. i've seen him in his last time graduation photo and he looks ugly please.
i'm at joanne's place with evonnie. both of them are going crazy, singing chinesey songs and i totally don't understand a single thing they're saying about the hamasucky show. roarrh.
school posting's out tomorrow! so nervous heh. wonder which school i'm gonna be posted to. if its not ac i'm gonna go all out to appeal haha. i don't wana go to any other jc. if i can't go to ac i think i'll just go tp(((((:
and i think i'm gonna change to livejournal soon. looks nicer. fellicia you'll help me with it right? (:
love

colour me.
4:53 PM;

Friday, March 02, 2007

i pity us women. we have to bleed and suffer pain every month just to be able to bear children for men and these men dont even appreciate it they think going for ns is a bigger deal. PUI!
it hurts so much.
anyways why is my ipod always hanging nowadays?! its freakin irritating and i have to leave it there for about 5 hours to let all the battery run out so i can charge it and switch it on again. stupid ipod.

look at that. its been stuck on that song for 2 hours already. look at the battery bar too. and its not even charging! that ipod people better repair it for me free.

colour me.
4:22 PM;

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

so this is love
in the end of december
quiet nights
quiet stars
and i'm here
monday to sunday
cause you're fragile
and i'm weak

so you fall
when the nights grow longer
into sleep
and won't wake up

don't you worry
i'll be there for you
don't worry about me
you know me better than that
i'll catch you if you would fall

so you drift
when the days grow colder
away from me
and won't look back
far away
and i can't guide you
but i'm here
til the spring

don't you worry
i'll be there for you
don't worry about me
you know me better than that
i'll catch you if you would fall

i super love this song.

colour me.
1:14 AM;

I WANNA GROW FATTER

i dont know why no matter how much i eat i'm still so thin. gnc has this thing called weight booster 1850 and the smallest bottle is SO HUGE. i wanted to buy it but i was lazy to drag it home. one day i'll get it with my dad. see whether it works. and i hope it does not have any side effects like flabby skin and saggy breasts. LOL.
i'm going to school tomorrow! surprise surprise. i'm going late so we can play captains ball during break, then slack some lessons and go home. pretty stupid, but oh wells. i miss my classmates. after march i won't be seeing them so often already, and going off to a brand new school. oh btw i really hope to get into ac):

miss you la. so much

colour me.
12:18 AM;

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

hello again, i love you all<3

i know, its been ages (and i really mean ages) since i last posted anything. life's been good baby, and now it's better. my results turned out better than i expected - totally. now it's just down to serious praying that i get into acjc. zomg, dream come true. i love everyone and everything suddenly.

i SO do not want to go to mi anymore. its a damn shit waste of time. i swear i haven't learnt a single shit since i first stepped into the bloody bukit batok school compound, well maybe except the fact that handcapped toilets are only meant for handicapped people to shit in, nothing else, and turban-ed discipline masters can be real sucky. lastly. that stupid school's so freaking far!! i still can't believe how i've dutifully been able to allow my maid to yank me off my bed to go for lessons for the past month. the length of the trip is disgusting. i think i only go to school to talk to friends and play cards. my DAI DI improved during this past month! heh.

chinese new year shopping has really burned a fucking hole in my pocket. can't imagine it - my parents want me to use my own hard-earned tuition money to buy stuff. crap it really kills my heart everytime i swipe that nets card. the money is really hard-earned ok, considering the amount of hair i pull out everytime i go for a lesson. teaching kids math is hell. you have to learn self-control, really. control yourself from strangling them. once my tuition kid said: 'you're not my mother! why must i listen to you! nyeh! do my homework for me if not i tell mommy to fire you!' ZOMG, i swear i could kill him right there and then. but i didn't if not i won't get my pay.

my mother just baked cookies! chocolate chip, cranberry butter & almonddd. zomg, i dont know how she does it la. but its damn nice. nicer than famous amos or any other cookie i've ever chewed on. my mum is like the baking god. everything she creates in the kitchen is yummalicious. although sometimes she makes me feel like screaming in frustration. i still love her. she's not my mum if she doesn't piss me off. <3

recently i got damn pissed with someone. who gave my number to someone else without my permission. i super hate it when people do that ok. but apparently his friend took his phone and ripped my number off without him knowing it. whatever. i also get damn disgusted when anon people text me and say: HI. I'M SO AND SO'S FRIEND. CAN I KNOW U? I WAN MAKE FREN WITH U. CAN MA? its damn sickening. sounds like those cheekopek kind looking for a fuck. to that stupid bastard who let my number away: i'll rip your balls apart if i get the chance. and i don't think i'm the only one who wants to do it. (:

guess what its almost 5 am. i blog at the weirdest of times. hello beddy bed, byebye fucked up world.

you know that i gotta make it hotter than a hundred degrees
tell me one thing
in the morning when you wake up
what do you wanna do
yo quiero hacer el amor with nobody else but you

colour me.
4:54 AM;

Monday, January 29, 2007

Happy birthday Jason & Yangjian!

hope you guys enjoyed the cake(: